50 plus 5 days

I turned 50 on Friday. I am not sure how I feel about that. I am pleased on where and how my life has turned out so far. I have riches that no man should ever have, but then I keep thinking..why did I go to KC? St. Louis? What would have happened if I had stayed in the Quad Cities? Denver? How different would my life have been? What if I had stayed married to my first wife? Married Tammy? It boggles the mind to think how different the whole thing would have turned out. I figure I have 25 good years left. that's cool, but I remember my life 25 years ago. It seems like yesterday...